Never brought mommy smiles
this feeling that I’m feeling I’ve been feeling for a while
it’s hard to admit but I got to get it off my chest
I would sleep forever if there’s peace in death
and if you see god tell him that I’m still alive
gave up on all those prayers because they couldn’t provide the
answer to the questions I’ve been asking since birth
been searching for the
truth for years
I can’t find peace on this earth
you won’t find peace on this earth

This Wednesday Nov 9th,who’s going???

Bear witness to the death of love i never received when i was young. Just wanted to be by your side, but i guess i wasn’t good enough.

Can’t say that i’m proud of the life that i’ve come to know. I feel the worst things in my soul. And if i never make it home tonight, the streets have swallowed me whole.